I’m such an asshole. I just screamed at my sister and I hate being like this. I’m way to uptight about everything. I hate most people. Everything has to be exactly the way I want it no matter what. Who wouldn’t hate me? I wish I had the courage to just end it. I’ve got so much to pay for. Just… I wish someone could just twist the way I think or to just fix myself. I don’t know how to show I care about someone without becoming possessive. When I become possessive like with my sister I just… I screamed at her….. The only thing she did was listen to her music too loud… I don’t know if I need help or if I just need to resort to music again. I don’t even know if music would work…. I deserve to be shot. I’m mean to everyone….
Thought I had something goin really good. I guess I read his signs wrong. And now here I am. For once the bitter disappointed one. I’ve never had a deployment relationship. If it was for maybe 6 months I could definitely handle it. Maybe a year I could go without seeing a sweetheart. But he won’t care because he thinks he’ll be deployed soon. Supply tends to stick around as much as maintenance does. I don’t want to keep wasting my emotions. I hate getting hurt but damn sometimes it just feels too good trying to even notice. It’s not as bad as finding out you’re the “other woman” granted. That makes me go insane.
- <p> Really feel like I should be having some kind of long intimate conversation right now, or sleeping with a certain someone... even if they never even tried.</p>
All of this “I’m not a typical girl” bullshit is the reason why we have stereotypes. I see all of these posts about how ‘real girls’ don’t wear 50 lbs of make up, how ‘real girls’ don’t like wearing heels, and how ‘real girls’ don’t feel popular. Like no, not anyone really feels popular. When you’re friends with everyone because you’re just a friendly person, not some shy hipster, then you don’t have time to feel popular because you’re always too busy having fun with those friends. Popular isn’t a feeling. It’s a stereotype. We all know every girl likes to have attention paid to us. It’s human nature. Wearing heels or “50 lbs of make up” could be a way to hide their insecurities or to just feel pretty. Not your business to know, it’s just your job to be a human being and be friendly no matter what. End of enlightening rant.
- Get some cheap dishes and break them when you get upset.
- Learn how to say “NO” and don’t feel guilty about it
- Buy something frivolous for yourself once in awhile, like a new hat.
- Never again do anything you don’t want to do.
that’s damn good advice
you see can’t get that advice now because it would be considered destructive
one time at a wax museum i thought one of the tour guides was a wax person cuz they were just standing there not moving so i go up to them like “who the fuck is this supposed to be” then they just looked at me and laughed
My little sister is getting made fun of at school because she’s adopted.
This is what she responded with “Well, my parents chose me. Your parents are stuck with you.”